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Saturday, 28 July 2007

  • hey

    "Home"

    I'm staring out into the night,
    Trying to hide the pain.
    I'm going to the place where love
    And feeling good don't ever cost a thing.
    And the pain you feel's a different kind of pain.

    Well I'm going home,
    Back to the place where I belong,
    And where your love has always been enough for me.
    I'm not running from.
    No, I think you got me all wrong.
    I don't regret this life I chose for me.
    But these places and these faces are getting old,
    So I'm going home.
    Well I'm going home.

    The miles are getting longer, it seems,
    The closer I get to you.
    I've not always been the best man or friend for you.
    But your love remains true.
    And I don't know why.
    You always seem to give me another try.

    So I'm going home,
    Back to the place where I belong,
    And where your love has always been enough for me.
    I'm not running from.
    No, I think you got me all wrong.
    I don't regret this life I chose for me.
    But these places and these faces are getting old,

    Be careful what you wish for,
    'Cause you just might get it all.
    You just might get it all,
    And then some you don't want.
    Be careful what you wish for,
    'Cause you just might get it all.
    You just might get it all, yeah.

    Oh, well I'm going home,
    Back to the place where I belong,
    And where your love has always been enough for me.
    I'm not running from.
    No, I think you got me all wrong.
    I don't regret this life I chose for me.
    But these places and these faces are getting old.
    I said these places and these faces are getting old,
    So I'm going home.
    I'm going home.


Tuesday, 10 July 2007

  • Bryan and I

    Some times life gets so hectic...im trying to make my relationship work...work 2 jobs pay for my car and a bunch of other shit its getting really hard... if you get what i mean...Bryan helps me get through it alot but sometimes i need more...! but i love him with everything i have to give a i should have never left him to begin with...well lets hope our love will get us throught everything ,everything is hell well i'll figure it out...

     

    Peace out

    Brittany

Tuesday, 26 June 2007

  • Me...

    Well damn it i have to graduate high school before i can go to basic then i have to go through 10-11 months of tech school to be a nurse in the Air Force...but you know what its something i want to do so ill take off a year before i go to college and do everything then...hmmmm as it seems Bryan is going to sign his Papers soon and im like freaking because he will be my marine...lol he is my baby and it willl be hard when he has to leave me and i know it will be hard for him when i have to leave to...but yea sumer sucks im trying to find a fucking job and my car is getting fixed which is kinda pissing me off but yea well gotta run ttyl

    Brittany

Sunday, 17 June 2007

  • I Tried...

    Every time it seems like i never try hard enough...because nothing with my life ever seems to go right...ever!!!!

    You know nothing come easy, you gotta try real real hard, I tried hard...but I guess I
    gotta try harder.

    [Chorus (Akon)]

    I try so hard can't seem to get away from misery
    man I try so hard
    will always be a victim of these streets
    it ain't my fault cause I...
    tried to get away but trouble follows me
    and still I try so hard
    hoping one day you'll come and rescue me
    but until then, I'll be posted up right here rain sleet hail snow
    but until then...
    I'll be posted up right here with my heat getting dough

    [Verse 1 (Krayzie Bone)]

    First let me explain that I'm just a black man
    and I come from the darkside, so I'm having a hard time staying on track man my mind be
    racing, and I don't even know what I'm chasin' yet I been in and out of relationships, I'm
    starting to see thats it's me where the complications at, but I'm laying back praying that,
    you can't have piece of mind of me, I thought I was right but really I'm wrong, in the end
    I was to blind to see, I was in the fast lane chasin' my dream, and then it seem when the
    fame and cash came they just got me going crazy lately, lately, lately I been so faded
    trying to erase it but I cant cause the drama just goes greater and I been in so many
    collisions from putting shit up till later

    [Chorus (Akon)]

    I try so hard
    can't seem to get away from misery
    man I try so hard
    will always be a victim of these streets
    it ain't my fault cause I...
    tried to get away but trouble follows me
    and still I try so hard
    hoping one day you'll come and rescue me
    but until then, I'll be posted up right here rain sleet hail snow
    but until then...
    I'll be posted up right here with my heat getting dough

    [Verse 2 (Layzie Bone)]

    It's like I'm taking 5 steps forward and 10 steps back, trying to get ahead of the game,
    but I can't seem to get it on track, and I keep running away from the ones that say they
    love me the most how could I create the distance when it's suppose to be close and uh, I
    just don't know but I be out here fighting demons and, it's like a curse that I can't shake
    this part of Cleveland and lord, would you help me? and stop this pain I keep inflicting on
    my family hustling gambling, tricking and scamming scrambling and losing sight of what I'm
    suppose to be handling, it's hard to manage cause everyday's a challenge and man I'm slipping
    can't lose my balance I'm trying not to panic

    [Chorus (Akon)]

    I try so hard
    can't seem to get away from misery
    man I try so hard
    will always be a victim of these streets
    it ain't my fault cause I...
    tried to get away but trouble follows me
    and still I try so hard
    hoping one day you'll come and rescue me
    but until then, I'll be posted up right here rain sleet hail snow
    but until then...
    I'll be posted up right here with my heat getting dough

    [Verse 3 (Wish Bone)]

    I see thangs won't change I'm stuck in the game as soon as I get out it keeps pulling me
    back mayne got me doin' dirty dirt so used to this hustlin' money that I don't understand
    how 9 to 5 work studied on the streets, hustlers know what I mean hustlers balling in force
    I'm tryna make that major league so we never leave never, til' the sun came up gotta get it
    nope no leaving no rush today games they play gotta go hard to get what u put in if you fall
    off then it's all on you gotta watch what you sign to try so hard but I won't play the fool

    [Chorus (Akon)]

    I try so hard
    can't seem to get away from misery
    man I try so hard
    will always be a victim of these streets
    it ain't my fault cause I...
    tried to get away but trouble follows me
    and still I try so hard
    hoping one day you'll come and rescue me
    but until then, I'll be posted up right here rain sleet hail snow
    but until then...
    I'll be posted up right here with my heat getting dough

Thursday, 14 June 2007

  • Why?

    Why did he tell me he was sorry he hates me whats it the point im just a horrible memory...Every time i have to think about my past my stomach is in knots for all the mistakes like the 4 years mistake for my best friend Bryan i should be with him i should have been with him he truly loves me and i see it everytime i look at him...But i guess in my future i will have to make my choice i just dont know...it scares me my marine or my army boy? My 18 year old or my 21 year old? my best friend and my love or just my love? 4 years of memories or 5 to 6 months? the one who has helped me through everything always been there to help me with guy problems even though it killed him or hardly there to help me? Bryan or Chris? hmmm who do you think?

     

    BM

     

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